08 feb 2009

gilaaaaa
abis magrib brangkat dari kosan niatnya cuma ke kopo nganterin tmen gw,
pas lagi di kopo ditelp tmen gw suru ke hotelnya nemenin die jalan, nyampe hotelnya jam 9′an ngobrol2 dulu di kamarnya, jam 10 brangkat jalan tanpa tujuan niat nya makan..setelah muter2 ke dago ujung2nya makan di burangrang (

abis makan rencananya mu maen bl di positive, udah deket positive tmen gw bilang ‘males maen bl mendingan kita pijet’ yasud jadinya cuma liwatin dpan postive langsung cabut ke tempat pijet, tempat pertama tutup, lanjut ke tmpat ke 2 trnyata tampilan dpannya parah bgt jd pada males, trus lnjut ke tmpat ke 3 udah parkir kaga ada yang mau turun ) pada kaga ada yang mau masuk duluan, ke tempat ke 4 di pascal square tempatnya depannya mnjanjikan tapi tutup ( liat insomnia rame banget langsung smangat mu masuk, hiks sayang kelik ga bawa spatu cadangan mane bole masuk pake sendal jepit

akhirnya di parkiran liat2 cewe2 yg lagi pada mau dugem, lmayan sger2
liat insomnia rame langsung ngecek tmpat dugem laennya, ngecek disini bner2 cuma liat dpannya rame apa ngga trus cabut lagi ( bner2 kurang kerjaan hiks..dari insomnia-mansion-embass-amare..yang paling rame tetep insomnia

kirain abis dari situ mu balik ke hotel lagi, trnyata tidak sodara2 (
muter2 ampe pegel liat2 tempat2 remang2 di skitaran bandung )
tapi tumben malem ini sepi banget

skarang dah jam 2 pagi baru pada insap n mnuju hotel dah,

written on my palm treo…

12-01-09 13:09

On the way to home, went home just to change my cellphone, I used it about 2 month n feelin kinda not in the mood to use it again, so a got a deal to trade my old phone with some friend found over web. Plan to meet him around 8 o’clock.

Oh yep, bfore went home got some test to take, PCD subject. It was close book but I got some spreadsheet hide under my calculator filled with equation n all stuff that I need to used in test
First half hour was okay situation still quite normal n I able to look my spreadsheet
But after that some of boys start asking n giving their answer n the ‘pengawas’ just like “okay but be quite pliz” then everybody in room start asking each other in the quite ways of course
Followed by situation around iam tryin to asking some people to filled my test paper :p
I like to call that situation as “cheating fiesta”
In my 4 n half years in college I just experience it 2 or 3 times so this was kinda rare moment :p
Hope get A mark on da subject )

10-01-09 4.40 AM

Is it wise enough to say

That iam better of without u

Is it cool enough to fake

Coz all that iam breathing is about u

Somehow I don’t really know

All that iam doing is without u (direct-inside my head)

Its not wise and its not cool at all, I don’t know why this keep happening to me, after all it’s comin back to you, it’s keep routing back to u,what kind of magic do u have to make me such a donkey head?

Iam tryin, fery fuckin hard tryin get u out of my head, ussualy it work for couple of week or month, then back to same old mind state T_T

Right now, at this early morning I still can’t shut my eyes down, feel lil bit lonely then I start missed u, iam tryin to miss someone else but nobody was appered in my mind, no one else but u. So I texted u to tell how bad I missed u n u just reply with “baik-baik aja q” yeah u’re always fine, iam the one whose not fine in here. Instead of fine I got F.I.N.E (Frustated, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional)

When it’s gonna over? Really really over???

09-01-09

Hari ini sumpah ga ada bagus2nya
bangun jam stenga 12 langsung siap2 ke mesjid, it’s Friday..
nyampe ke kosan lagi baru berasa, kpala puyeng, gigi sakit, idung dah kaya selang bocor, daripada tambah parah langsung minum obat n get some sleep
jam 4’an dibangunin anak monyet ama pliharaannya(piss) minta bukain pintu, kirain mu ngapain ke kosan taunya Cuma mau minjem flexi doang, dasar lontong emang.